Monday, July 15, 2002

Afternoon: YAY! My birthday is tomorrow!! Well. Atleast I finally got a book to study from again, Wicca for the Solitary Practitioner, by Scott Cunningham. Good stuff, very informative. Oh well..hopefully I'll be able to do a ritual August first or something soon.

Wednesday, June 26, 2002

LATE: ^_^ I'm happy. My birthday is getting closer and closer. Imma be 15 FINALLY. Then I can get a job, maybe...somewhere. Again, studies on hold til I can get some more books to read. ANIME...Probably my all time favorite thing to do Kare. Kano. came out today AKA Kareshi Kanojyo no Jijyo AKA His and Her Circumstances..hopefully I will get it tomorrow..OR I SHALL PERISH!!!! HEY hey!! Look at the cool quizzie things I got now. TAKE 'em!! FUN! I left two out because...I did...TAKE TAKE!!

Sunday, June 23, 2002

Evening: Man oh man. I really gotta stop jumping to conclusions. My Dad does back me, but only to a certain level. Anyone who knows anything about Wicca knows that the spells we do, are really poems with a meaning, projecting our will to the Lady and Lord, a prayer if you will. And!! Rituals. All it is, is a ceremony in the name of something. Like the Solstices and Sabbats. Yule..Samhain etc. What's the big fricking deal!!? Oh well. Now that I'm done ranting. Studies have been a little on hold..had to bring books back to library on the 21st..so...Reading online is only good when I can get on.

Sunday, June 16, 2002

Late Evening: A lot happened. First of all. I am a single person again. It's good and bad. Let's just say, The rule "And it harm none, do as you will" MUST BE FOLLOWED!!! {and remember, the Rule of Three, I do not doubt it's true} It is crucial. Nuff said there.
Secondly, 'family' is kinda undependable. Or surprising. Or both. Well, I thought my cousin would hate me for doing this, she doesn't, I thought my Dad would totally back me, he doesn't, I thought I could trust a certain eleven year long best friend, don't know about that right now. One should not discuss their friends personal choices with ones mother without asking if she should or not. Whether I am close with one's Mom or not. So, obstacles again. WILL THEY NEVER CEASE???

Friday, June 07, 2002

Afternoon: Obstacles are a great thing when you're wrong. I ADMIT IT!! I was wrong about my obstacle that I called Dad. If I had listened to him before jumping to conclusions, I would have been saved a world of headache and heartache. To make a long stroy short. My dad doesn't think my religion is fake, it's not his thing, but he supports me 110 percent. Other people I'm not sure of. We'll see, my journey is early on.

Thursday, June 06, 2002

Mid day: Curiousity is a dangerous thing. If one gets curious they may find out something they'd rather not know. Or, snooping around because one is curious is bad too. Asking outright is always good. Hopefully to get an outright answer. Sometimes the answers we get to our questions are not the ones we want to hear, but, granted they be true, we all must accept the truth for what it is, and we have to accept the other ways of everyone on this planet.

Monday, June 03, 2002

Evening: On our path we always meet obstacles. Sometimes those obstacles our people we thought we could count on to support us through our desicion. So early on in my journey, I have met my first obstacle. I hope this one won't be as hard to pass as the ones I forsee.